You should let him know how you feel, and even if you know he doesnt understand, say it for your own benefit and sanity.

And you can’t hang on forever.

I don’t know you, or your boyfriend, but i can say this…the point of being in a relationship with someone is to love them and to be happy. They are supposed to make you happy. And if you truly love him then this is something you should work through. But if not, ask yourself…

overall, am i happier because i am with him?

and if not? maybe it’s time to end things.
because hanging on to a dead relationship just drains everyone invoved.

with his addictions….
if they bother you and you have told him this and if he doesnt care enough to even *try* to change…then maybe you need to take a step back. Do you really love him enough to be put second to an addiction?

try to make your own decision, but dont let yourself get used. My support and well wishes, good luck! If you need a helping hand, remember that there will always be someone there, a shoulder to cry on or a hand to guide….never forget the amazing people that are around you